Being Different

Okay, here's the thing. I know this will be somewhat similar to my other post Male K-POP Idols and their feminine side but hear me out.

All you westerners, don't be so judgemental please. Just because K-POP idols don't speak the same language as you do, wear skinny jeans all day long and wear make-up (regardless of their gender) doesn't mean that they're gay, homosexual, retarded or anything along those lines. Just because they don't do things the way westerners do, doesn't mean they're not human.

At my school people used to make fun of K-POP because they didn't speak English or because they spoke Engrish. So what?! Have you tried to learn a different language in a short period of time then go to that country and speak it? DIDN'T THINK SO. Also, before the story of Gangnam Style (and even after), people used to comment on male K-POP idols. They would say, 'is that a girl or a guy?' or 'why the hell is he wearing make-up?' Now I know they look a little feminine sometimes but they can't help it. Most of the time it's genetics. YOU CAN'T BLAME THEM. I feel really hurt even though they're not insulting me but they're insulting what I like. I know it shouldn't bring me down no matter what if I'm a true fan but what would they do if I called them homosexual or something just because they have long hair or something? Probably beat the crap out of me if they were thugs but otherwise, they would feel insulted and hurt inside.

The new fashion trend for guys is to wear skinny jeans and all those other types of clothes (well here in Australia it is) but when it comes to K-POP idols, the hate just keeps on comin' :P 'They look like girls because they wear skinny jeans.' *gonna swear a little here* BITCH PLEASE. Look in the mirror. You wear freakin' pastel coloured skinny jeans and you call them a girl. Are you fucking serious? And you say make-up is for girls? Look at Hollywood actors. THEY ALL HAVE MAKE-UP ON. Sure, it's not as obvious but it's still make-up. What' wrong with wearing eyeliner? I bet when those haters were younger they would've played with their mother's make-up-INCLUDING THE EYELINER.

This is slightly different for the female K-POP idols. The make-up's normal but there's one thing. The slutty clothing. When westerners didn't have that much influence on K-POP, the girls were basically innocent looking, with the exception of a few. Girls' Generation is doing a good thing by keeping up that innocent look most of the time. All that cute stuff, what's wrong with it? Does society have to live in a world where women expose and sell their bodies? I'm not hating on her but Hyuna has turned into a complete sex machine; and that's not a good thing. She used to be cute, she even wanted be cute but thanks to western influence, she's now one of the most...sluttiest girls in K-POP when she performs. All her dances are full of 'rubbing-my-body-to-look-sexy' sort of stuff and when she dances, her dresses probably aren't even classified as dresses because it's so damn short. At least she has shorts under those things but geez, wear a longer skirt.

Those companies are trying to get their music into the western world-mainly the US but to do that, they need to attract them and the only way is to pretty much dress them up like trashy sluts. Thanks America :P Sweet, innocent and cute to just plain trashy.

What I'm trying to say is that there isn't one fixed image for a girl or guy to look. If everyone looked the same what's the point in calling ourselves by our names? Might as well just live by as a number, if you ask me. So please, just because they're different doesn't mean they're not human.

U-KISS Fanfic- Somday...[Chapter 7]

Kiseop scrunched his eyebrows. ‘What did you say?’ Either Kevin said something completely different or he said exactly what Kiseop heard.

‘Nothing, let’s go back to the hospital.’ Kevin muttered with a gentle smile. Kiseop chuckled quietly to himself and pushed Kevin’s wheelchair towards the exit.

I wonder what Eli would say?

‘YOU WHAT?!’ Eli screamed furiously. He groaned loudly and flipped Kevin’s bedside table, tipping over everything and breaking a couple of photo frames. Kevin had never seen Eli this angry before. Maybe it was because of him that he was becoming angrier?

‘Eli, I’m sorry,’ Kevin whimpered, afraid. Eli scoffed. He punched the wall as hard as he could and rested his head on the surface.

‘Woo Sung Hyun…maybe I was wrong. Maybe it was you who was playing with everyone’s feelings. Maybe you’re the evil one, not Kiseop.’ That was the first time Eli had used Kevin’s Korean name. Kevin sat quietly on the bed and waited for Eli to leave the room, trying to avoid any eye contact. ‘I’m going now,’ Eli finally said, making his way out of Kevin’s ward.

‘I’m sorry but I’m not changing my mind,’ Kevin said under his breath. Eli chuckled.

‘Someday you’ll come running back to me. You always do.’ As Eli walked out of the room, Kevin bent down to pick up the photographs that were in the photo frames that were now broken. Kevin looked at the photos and held in against him chest.

He sighed and mumbled, ‘he probably didn’t see what the photos were of.’ He held the photos in both of his hands and looked at it again. One of the pictures was of Kevin’s family but the other one was of him and Eli at a theme park. Eli had one arm around Kevin’s shoulders and they were both smiling.

What happened to the times like this?

On the last night in the hospital, Kevin decided to try and walk since he had nothing else to do and it was only 7pm. As he began to stand, his legs started to shake. The doctor told him he might need walking therapy since he was confined in a wheelchair for so long but Kevin didn’t care. He just wanted to know what it was like to walk again. The feeling of walking…how he missed it.

Kevin took a few steps and collapsed to the ground. There was no pain in his legs but he started to cry. He wasn’t exactly sure why water was falling from his eyes. No pain, no tears-that makes sense but why on earth is he crying?

‘Stop it, Kevin. Why do you have to cry at everything?’ he said to himself, hitting his head repetitively.

‘I pity that kid, always so sad.’

‘A little melodramatic, if you ask me.’ Kevin turned his head slightly and found two nurses standing by his door with obviously nothing better to do. One of the nurses was pretty but skinny, almost malnourished. The other one was plump, her stomach spilt out of her blouse.

Why do they even bother to judge me? It’s not like they understand what I’m going through.

‘Let’s leave the kid. He must be going through some hard stuff at the moment.’

That’s right, leave. Leave and let me be at peace.

Kevin struggled to get on his bed, especially when he was on the floor and couldn’t stand up. When he was finally sitting on the edge of the mattress, Kevin started going through the pictures he took with Eli.

I forgot I had a whole file full of pictures of just Eli and I on my phone.

As he looked through the pictures all the memories with Eli came flowing in again at once like a tsunami that just flooded his brain. All the good times and all the bad. It just suddenly came rushing in. Kevin had mixed emotions now; he was happy, sad, angry, and who knows what other emotions he had.

‘I should delete this before it triggers my ‘waterworks’ again,’ he suggested. Before hitting the button with the trashcan on it, Kevin sighed deeply. ‘I might regret doing this someday.’ He pressed the button and tossed his phone to the other end of the bed. Kevin threw himself back and lay quietly on his bed. Kevin’s phone suddenly rang.

It must be Kiseop. I don’t think I should answer any phone calls today.

He left his phone to ring. As soon as his phone stopped ringing, Kevin’s doctor walked into the room.

‘Good news, Kevin! You can be discharged today. We’ve already notified your manager and he said told us that he’ll send someone over to pick you up so pack your things!’ the doctor said cheerfully.

Before he left Kevin was sure the doctor winked in his direction.

Don’t tell me he was making a pass at me. He must be 40 or something!

He shook his head and shrugged off the matter and started packing all his belongings. All he had was a small travel bag that was meant for only his clothes but somehow, Kevin managed to stuff about 20 get-well-soon gifts into his bag. The bag was pretty stuffed and looked as if it was going to explode any second. Kevin double-checked the room and made sure that he didn’t forget anything. If he did, he would have a hard time packing those items into the already-full bag.

‘Hyung, hurry up. The manager wanted us to quickly get back to the dorm because he has something to tell us!’ That annoying voice sounded familiar. It was Dongho.

‘How did you get here? You can’t drive a car, can you?’ Dongho scoffed at the thought and smiled proudly as he pulled out his wallet and waved a card in front of Kevin’s face.

‘While you were stuck in this boring place I got my license!’ Kevin just nodded. Dongho frowned, disappointed with Kevin’s reaction. ‘Let’s go. You packed all your things already, right?’ Without further ado, Kevin picked up his travel bag off his bed and followed Dongho downstairs in his wheelchair.

As Kevin climbed into Dongho’s new car, someone called out his name. He looked around but saw no one waving at him or coming towards him.

‘Let’s hope the medication’s not playing with my mind,’ Kevin sighed and ruffled his hair.

‘Ya, Kevin hyung! Are you going to ignore me now?’ Dongho yelled, getting in the driver’s seat. ‘Hurry up and close the door, will you? I can’t drive while you’re half-hanging out of the car.’ Kevin muttered an apology and shut the door. ‘Hyung, I heard you made your decision.’

Kevin leaned against the car door and pouted. ‘It’s not even a definite answer and you celebrate the occasion.’ From the corner of his eye, Kevin could see Dongho’s shocked face.

‘YOU CONFESSED TO KISEOP AND YOU SAY IT’S NOT DEFINITE?! ARE YOU SERIOUS, WOO SUNG HYUN?!’ he blurted out angrily.

‘Why is everyone calling me by my full name?’

‘Because we’re all angry at you for being so…blind and ignorant!’ Kevin turned his head towards the maknae. He scrunched his eyebrows and pondered. ‘Look, you either like Eli or Kiseop. You can’t just jump to either of them when you feel like it. Pick before your next birthday, which is…next Monday. That’s four days away so decide for yourself,’ Dongho advised. ‘By the way, Eli swapped rooms with me so from now on we’re roommates.’

The rest of the drive back to the dorm was quiet. Not even the radio was on. It was like they were at someone’s funeral. Only the sounds of traffic coming from all directions of the car could be heard.

Now that I think about it, why does Dongho help me with these things? It shouldn’t bother him, right?

After nearly one hour on the road, Kevin and Dongho finally arrived at their dorm. Kevin had fallen asleep and was snoring softly.

‘That rascal’s sleeping, huh? I shouldn’t wake him up in case he gets grumpy,’ Dongho grumbled as he thought of a way to get Kevin inside without waking him. ‘I think he’s too heavy to be carried up the stairs but I might as well try. If he really is too heavy I’ll just drag him up the stairs.’

As Dongho struggled to carry Kevin’s dead weight on his shoulders up the staircase, someone was walking down the stairs. Dongho took a quick glance to see who it was and saw Eli’s face. Eli turned to Dongho and stopped walking.

He opened his mouth to yell but instead muttered, ‘what were you doing with Kevin? Isn’t he still meant to be in the hospital?’

‘You’re so slow on things, hyung! He got discharged today and I went to pick him up. Oh, can you get his wheelchair in the back of my car? Here’s the keys.’ Dongho tossed the keys at Eli and continued to climb the stairs.

‘You still haven’t answered my question, Dongho. What were you doing with him?’ Instead of answering Dongho just ignored Eli and kept walking. ‘YA! Don’t just walk away without answering me.’

Dongho stopped and said under his breath, ‘I just picked him up from the hospital. Nothing more.’ Eli shook his head and headed towards the building’s entrance. ‘That guy really needs to loosen up a little.’

When Dongho and walked into the dorm with a sleeping Kevin on his back, the whole of the U-KISS members (except Eli who was getting the wheelchair) and their manager were all gathered in front of the television watching a black screen.

‘Oh, you guys are finally…here. We’ll have to tell Kevin later. Take a seat, Dongho. Just put Kevin on the couch,’ the manager said with no expression. Dongho did as he was told. ‘I need to tell you all something and this concerns all of you.’ The manager looked at Kiseop then turned to Kevin. ‘No dating other members.’

Happy Birthday Key~!

Today is one of my biases' birthday!!! If you didn't read the title it's SHINee's Key's 21st~ He's so cute ^3^ I drew this a month back because I was bored and the picture I used as a guide was from around the time he debuted (hence the black looking hair). I didn't really want to paint this because I think I did quite a good job drawing it~ :)

Without further ado, here it is~~~~~~~~~~

You like? ;D Yes I know, it looks weird but it was one of my best sketches. I forgot to mention on my other drawings that you could download it on my DeviantArt page so don't just go downloading it and sharing it without my permission please :)) 

Head to my DeviantArt to download the drawings and artworks: ukissmecrazy.deviantart.com

BACON >:D

I got bored last night so I drew EXO-K's Baekhyun~

His vocals are amazing *O* I just love it; especially in What Is Love. SM really knew how to show off his vocals ;D I'm not gonna say much, I just want you to enjoy the picture :) Please tell me if you're going to use any of my drawings for any purpose.

You can find this, plus a lot more of my drawings at: ukissmecrazy.deviantart.com

Bye for now~!

U-KISS Fanfic- Someday...[Chapter 6]

‘Kevin, where are you? I went to the hospital but you weren’t there,’ Eli said immediately after Kevin answered his phone. He turned to Kiseop and looked for an answer. Kiseop just shrugged but asked for the phone to be handed to him. ‘Kevin?’ Eli asked.

What do I say to him? I can’t tell him that I’m with Kiseop! Eli would probably kill him if I said that!

‘I-I’m at a park near the hospital. The doctor said I was allowed to get out for a bit so I did and happened to come across a park,’ Kevin lied.

‘And happened to find Kiseop there too?’

‘What?’ Kevin turned to look behind him and saw Eli standing about 40 metres away from him. He hung up and started to wheel towards Eli when Kiseop stopped him.

‘No, I’ll go.’ Kevin was about to argue but was hushed. Kiseop smiled but tears were starting to drip from his face. He knew what was going to happen next. So did Kevin. There was a kiss on the cheek for Kevin and Kiseop was gone. Kevin closed his eyes and let the stream of tears flow slowly down his cheeks. He could hear everything; everything including the things he didn’t want to. Every time he thought it finally ended, the screams of agony continued.

I can’t take it anymore. I have to leave.

Kevin took a deep breath and started to push his wheelchair in the direction of where he thought the hospital, catching a short glimpse at Kiseop before leaving. Kiseop was on his knees, slouching. Blood filled his mouth and bruises appeared all over his body. Kevin looked away, horrified at such a scene and left the park crying.

Kevin suddenly awoke, finding himself lying in his hospital bed. He looked around and sat up. Dongho was sitting at the end of the bed.

‘Hyung, are you okay? You came back to the hospital crying,’ Dongho asked worriedly. Kevin just nodded, remembering what happened at the park. ‘Something happened between Eli and Kiseop, right?’

How did Dongho get it so easily?!

‘N-no, it’s just that…’

‘Then why aren’t either of them with you?’ Dongho interrupted. Kevin sighed and sneezed quite loudly. ‘Bless you.’

‘Look, don’t tell them I told you this. Don’t even mention this to anyone. This stays between us. Eli got angry that Kiseop kissed…me and started hurting him,’ Kevin explained. He started to cry. Dongho just shook his head in disbelief.

‘I told that guy to keep his cool but I guess he didn’t listen.’ He turned to look at Kevin with a serious face. These were one of the very few times Dongho looked serious. All the other times he was either acting cute or acting stupid. ‘Answer this for me. You have to be honest or else it won’t help you and I won’t be able to help you either.’ Kevin hesitated but agreed slightly unwillingly. ‘Who do you love more; Eli or Kiseop?’

‘I-I don’t know, it’s…’

‘Let’s make it simpler. If both of them were in a fatal situation and you could only save one of them, who would you save?’ Dongho asked with a fake smile. ‘If you want to get through this love story, you have to answer that. I’ll give you time to think about it but I’ll ask again soon.’ Dongho stood up with a groan and waved Kevin goodbye before walking out of his room.

Not long after Dongho left the room, Kevin got a phone call. His heart skipped a beat. It was Eli. He took a deep breath but decided to just go back to sleep after putting his phone on silent.

I think I shouldn’t talk to either of them for now. I’ll just let the matter settle down but for now I shouldn’t say anything.

Kevin hid under the blanket when he heard someone attempting to open the door to his room. He immediately froze and pretended to sleep, hoping it would fool whoever was walking closer to him.

‘Goodbye Kevin,’ the person muttered and kissed Kevin’s forehead. The man gently placed a card on the bedside table before leaving.

Who was that? It wasn’t Eli or Kiseop, was it? And why did he say goodbye?

He lowered the blanket so it sat right under his eyes. When he saw no one in the room he came out of hiding. Kevin picked up the card and started to read it.

“Dear Kevin,

I’m sorry I made you worry about me. I shouldn’t have been so selfish so I’m going overseas for a bit so I won’t be an obstacle for you but also to get away from this mess. I’m following AJ to America tonight but like I said, don’t worry about me. You just stay in Korea with the others. I’ll see you in around five months, okay?

From Lee Kiseop”

Kevin was devastated. He picked up his phone and called Soohyun, who he thought was at the dorm.

‘Hyung, is Kiseop there?’ Kevin asked him worriedly.

Soohyun stuttered a bit then said, ‘He’s on the way to the dorm but he’s going out in half an hour and…’

‘How long does it take to get from the hospital to the airport?’ There was a muttering sound at the other end of the phone, probably Soohyun trying to figure it out.

‘One and a half hours, I think,’ Soohyun finally came to a conclusion. Kevin hung up and quickly got on his wheelchair. He wheeled himself into the elevator but when he got to the lobby, he stopped.

‘How the hell do I get there when I can’t drive and I’m handicapped?’ he yelled in frustration.

‘Where do you want to go?’ a female voice asked. Kevin looked up and saw an almost-too-familiar face. It was Jihye, U-KISS’ stylist. She towered over Kevin even if she wasn’t the tallest lady around.

‘Can you take me to the airport, noona? It’s really important.’ Kevin begged. Jihye stroked her chin as if stroking a long beard.

‘Am I allowed to take you out?’ she asked rhetorically and started to push Kevin’s wheelchair towards her car.

‘So, tell me why you’re going to the airport. Is it something to do with those two?’ Kevin turned to Jihye who was paying more attention to the road. He was nearly as shocked as when he found out Dongho knew as well. ‘What, you think I’m some idiot? Ya, your noona knows more than you think.’ Kevin stayed silent. As the car approached the traffic light that glowed red, Kevin rested his head on the window.

‘Noona, why were you at the hospital?’ he asked, his breath fogging up the window.

‘My husband has a very rare disease that doctors haven’t found a cure for.’ The lights turned green and the car continued driving again. ‘It’s sad, you know? Why my husband, of all people? He never did anything bad, so why did he have to suffer? I’m sure you would’ve thought the same after getting hit. “Why me?”’ Kevin shook his head a smiled half-heartedly.

‘I never thought of it as a bad thing. I thought of it as a test. Something to test me whether I would “make it” or “break it” when I was at my worst.’ Jihye chuckled to herself. She let out a deep sigh and glanced at Kevin.

‘I suppose you’re one of those people who see a glass half full. I wish I were one of those people.’ Kevin looked at Jihye and to his surprise, found her shedding a tear.

Is this the noona’s real side?

The car came to a stop, this time in front of the airport’s main entrance. Kevin unbuckled his seatbelt and was about to jump out of the car when Jihye stopped him.

‘Does this mean you’re going for this one instead of the other?’ she asked softly.

‘W-what…’

‘You’re going to have to pick one of them sooner or later. That’s all I’m going to tell you. Now go before it’s too late.’ Kevin bowed his head and got out of the car. He got onto his wheelchair and quickly wheeled himself in to the airport and looked around.

How the hell am I going to find Kiseop?

The airport was filled with people. Foreigners, locals, it was like the whole world had come to visit the airport. Kevin took a long look at the schedules that were shown on a message board.

“New York; Flight A1436, departure at 16:45 at Gate 5”

Kevin checked the time on his phone and realised it was half-past 4. He had fifteen minutes to find Kiseop in a big and crowded airport. He pushed his wheelchair in the direction of all the food stores, even without knowing whether Kiseop was there or not. He stopped to a group of high school girls who were looking through photos on a camera.

‘I’m probably going to regret this,’ Kevin mumbled to himself and approached them. ‘Excuse me have you seen a tall…’

‘Kevin-oppa!!!!’ The girls’ screams deafened him.

‘H-hello. Have you seen Kiseop around here?’ The girls nodded their heads but still stared at Kevin as if it were a dream. One of the girls finally snapped out of it and pointed to the direction of the departure gates.

‘We saw him not too long ago,’ she muttered. Kevin was about to cry with happiness. He bowed and thanked them then started wheeling himself towards gates.

When he finally made it to there, Gate 5 was closed. He was too late. Through the aching in his arms, he felt his heart break. It shattered like glass, into many little pieces and disintegrated into dust. Kevin collapsed to the floor and stared at the high ceiling. He could feel tears beginning to roll down his face with the little beads of sweat.

‘Why, why, why, why?!’ he screamed, hitting his fist against the floor continuously. Kevin felt like he was going to die from sadness. He sat up and buried his face in his hands.

So this is how it feels to be alone? I’d never thought it be so…painful.

‘Sir, are you alright? Is there anything I can do to help?’ a member of the airport’s staff asked politely. Kevin sighed.

‘If you could turn back the clock I’d be so glad for you to do that,’ Kevin muttered.

‘Turn back the clock for what?’ a familiar voice questioned. Kevin looked up and found Kiseop towering above him. He stood up, shocked, and hit Kiseop on the head. ‘What’d you do that for?’

‘You idiot!’ Kevin yelled and wrapped his arms tightly around Kiseop. ‘Don’t scare me like that again.’ Kiseop gently placed his arms around Kevin and pulled him in closer.

‘It’s alright Kevin, I’m here,’ Kiseop whispered in his ear.

Kevin sighed and muttered, ‘Can I tell you something?’

‘What is it?’

‘I…I love you, Kiseop.’

Popular Korean hairstyles

Finally, a serious blog post =_=

Okay, a lot of you might be wondering, 'I want to get a haircut but how should it look like' or something along those lines. Have no fear anymore 'cause I'm going to discuss with you what are the most popular fringes and maybe the type of cut.


So this is one of the most popular types of hairstyles/fringes in South Korea at the moment.

Suzy Bae from Miss A-cute mushroom fringe

The fringe is obviously 'bangs' and if you didn't know, the shape of it doesn't come naturally. What I mean by that is to get your bangs to curl in like Suzy's, you need a hairdryer or something. Don't ask me about it, I'm not quite sure. Anyway, Suzy has sorta like a mushroom bob fringe (kinda like G-Dragon's mushroom hair in 'Monster'...) and lets her long hair sit in front of her shoulders. Cute, no?

If you have a SUPER round face, I do not recommend this hairstyle unless you want to emphasis your face shape a lot more.

If you don't like thick bangs, you could always go for something like this.

Sulli from f(x)- thinned bangs

As you can see, Sulli's fringe is much more thinner and it's actually cut to go longer as you go to the sides of her face. You know what I mean? It's hard to explain...but yeah, Sulli doesn't have a round-ish face but has a rather ovally face. Sorta like my ideal face shape~ ^_^ Sulli also braids her hair and it looks like one side of the braid has more hair? LOL. That's style though, so it doesn't matter :) Just don't do it too unevenly.


Next popular style!

Hyuna from 4Minute- middle parting

Here we have a middle parting but you can tell that Hyuna's fringe is quite long. Hyuna's face shape is between a round face and an oval face to me. It's like Sulli's but more longer...XD Yeah, the middle parting doesn't suit a lot of people, most of the time because of their face shape or the way their hair flows (sounds weird but it DOES make a difference). If you're one of those people who suits middle partings and can look as good as Hyuna with it, good for you! I don't mean that in a sarcastic way.

If it doesn't suit you and makes you look like a nerd or makes you look gay (not homosexual or happy, stupid-it's Australian slang), then go for the normal side parting but with 'style'...GANGNAM STYLE >:D Just joking. (Gangnam Style's a real trend in Australia at the moment)

UEE from After School- side parting

So here, you see just a normal side-parting. Nothing unusual there :P Ooh, I want to mention something here. I think a side-parting suits anyone. Like, even people with bangs or a middle-parting will look good. Any shaped face would look good! Gives out a natural feel~~

The last popular hairstyle is really common throughout the world but I don't think you'll be surprised.

Jessica from Girls' Generation- side sweep

The side-sweep fringe >:D

To be honest, I've always wanted a side fringe like Jessica's. It looks so cool :3 Plus, she's so pretty with the fringe. Okay, so you can tell where she 'sweeps' her fringe to the side. I don't think you understand me but oh well. Yeah, it's not only this type of side-sweep fringe that's popular.

This is another type of a side-sweep. It might not seem too obvious but the fringe actually covers the WHOLE forehead rather than having a small gap. Also, Sunny doesn't have a parting. Her hair just falls...DX I'm terrible at explaining things. Side-sweeps suit only certain face shapes. I haven't seen anyone with a long face and a side-sweep fringe but if you do have a long face and wants to have this type of fringe, go for it if you really want to! Or if you want, you can ask you hairdresser whether it might suit you.

I hope you enjoyed reading this, I didn't take as much time as I did with the make-up one but I hope it was as good as that :3 Thanks for reading and hope this was helpful~~ :D

It's another GDay soon...

GUESS WHAT THIS POST IS ABOUT~!

G-DRAGON (again) because a teaser was finally released after nothing came out of happened when the timer stopped. Thanks a lot, YG for getting the VIPs excited for nothing =_=

So anyway, I don't normally share links-actually, this is the first link I shared on this blog I think-but here's the teaser below~

As you can see, this "dragon" is still very attractive after 3 years since his first solo that was a mega hit. Such a sexy beast. His hair is extremely beautiful to me in this video; almost as beautiful as when he had his first solo. I know I'm sounding a little creepy at the moment but if you were a true G-Dragon fan, you would be saying that too. (Let's hope I'm not the only one here!) I mean, I think he's 24 (25 in Korean years) but he still looks young~! Look at him! He looks like a 20 year old boy who's in his prime-time in the music industry.

^My opinions. Don't hate on me just 'cause you don't agree.

ANYWAY. Today (Wednesday in Australia) is when To The Beautiful You's episode 3! Cannot wait~~~ If you didn't watch the first two or you think it sucks, change your mind about not watching it. It's amazing. Oh, massive spoiler:

Minho kisses Sulli at the end of episode 2 when his character gets drunk from drinking a glass of champagne... O_o but xD

The subbed episode will probably appear on Kimchidrama tomorrow I think...I say 'I think' a lot don't I? Lol, I'll end the post here and I might put up another post when G-D's new MV comes out.

U-KISS Fanfic-Someday...[Chapter 5]

It's been 4 weeks since the crash. Kevin's whole body was stiff; almost impossible to move. The only thing he could do was lie down, smell the air and listen to his cardiac monitor. It was like his whole body had shut down and his senses were gone but he was still conscious and his heart was still beating. That was the main thing.

Is this really the end for me? Am I going to die here without even saying goodbye?

Someone walked into Kevin's room and started speaking with a calm voice. 'It's not my fault, Eli.'

Wait, Eli's here?

'Yes, it is! You were with him when that freakin' car ran into him, weren't you?!' That was definitely Eli's voice coming from beside him but is he talking to Kiseop?

'What makes you think just because I was running after him that it was my fau…'
'You could've stopped him!'

Kiseop sighed. 'I couldn't have, Eli! I was too far from his to pull him back!' He started to sob. Eli took a deep breath. There was silence then Eli walked out of the room, leaving Kiseop to cry quietly to himself.

Kevin felt someone grab his cold hand. Suddenly he could feel warm tears begin to drip down his arm. It was Kiseop, he was sure of it. Kiseop stroked Kevin's hair back and rest his head on Kevin's chest, still holding on to his hand.

'I'm sorry I couldn't do anything, Kevin. I'm so sorry,' Kiseop's voice wavered as he mumbled to himself, his warm head still on Kevin's chest. Tears continuously ran from Kiseop's eyes.

'Stop crying, Kiseop. It's not your fault,' Kevin wanted to say but was still unable to move.

Why does it hurt when I hear him cry? It hurts even more than the car crash. Why, why does my heart ache so badly when he cries? Even with his eyes closed, Kevin began to feel tears roll down his face.

Kiseop raised his head to look at Kevin, only to see tears running down his still face. Kiseop started to cry with happiness. He got up and leaned closer to Kevin's face and pressed his lips against Kevin's.

'Hyung…' Dongho's voice faltered. His jaw dropped, surprised. Kiseop pulled away from Kevin.

'Dongho, is Kiseop still in the…'

No! Why did you have to come now?!

Kevin's cardiac monitor started to beep faster. Dongho whispered something to Eli and left the room. The room fell silent again. Eli's footsteps were slowly becoming louder.

'Eli, I…' SLAP! Kevin cringed at the sharp noise.

'Don't you dare talk, you little...! I told you to keep your hands off him, didn't I?' Eli snapped. The cardiac monitor beeped even faster than before, catching both Kiseop and Eli's attention. Eli relaxed and sighed. 'This is your first and last warning. If you touch him like that again, I'll beat the crap out of you.'

Since when was Eli this scary? I hope Kiseop's okay.

The bright lights blinded him as he opened his eyes for the first time in 2 months. Everyone was standing around his hospital bed-everyone except Kiseop. Kevin tried to get out of bed but collapsed immediately and was caught by Eli.

'Don't try to walk yet, the doctor said to give you a wheelchair for now since your whole body isn't ready to start moving again after so long,' he explained kindly. A nurse with an empty wheelchair started helping Kevin get in it.

'I'm gonna get some air. I've been sitting in an empty room for how long?' Kevin laughed.

'Remember what happened the last time you said that?' Soohyun reminded.

'There's a garden here though, right?' Kevin smiled and started to wheel himself to the hospital's garden on the first floor. Although his arms weren't used to pushing his own weight on a wheelchair, there were no problems so far but after wheeling himself around the hospital looking for the garden, Kevin's arms became sore.

Finally, I found the garden, Kevin thought with relief and sighed with content.

There he was-standing in the sunlight and talking to a girl, around six years old, who was probably another patient at the hospital. He patted the girl's head gently and laughed. Although it glistened brightly as he smiled, Kiseop's eyes were filled with sadness. The girl nodded and ran pass Kevin and went inside the building with a sunflower in her tiny hand. Kiseop watched the girl run inside the hospital then his smile faded. Kevin smiled happily at Kiseop but all he did was turn away and looked at a small patch of sunflowers that swayed with the gentle wind.

'Kiseop…' Kevin muttered to himself. He wheeled closer to Kiseop, approaching him slowly. When Kevin reached him, Kiseop walked towards the building without looking at Kevin even once. 'Wait, Kiseop!' Kevin cried out but was just ignored. His heart began to hurt again. Just like when Kiseop was crying. It was like someone had driven a stake through his heart. It was like someone had ripped his heart from his chest. Kevin put his hand on his heart and started to cry. Why was the pain so unbearable?

'Shut up, shut up, shut up! Don't pin this all on me!' Kevin was just about to enter his room when he overheard Eli talking on the phone. 'You're the one that played with his feelings, not me. I did what any guy would do. You did what every 'player' would do,' Eli said, calming down. He waited for a response on the other end of the phone. 'You tried to get him when he was with me but when he finally noticed you, you turned your head. You're even worse than me you know?' Eli hung up and sighed. Kevin slowly entered the room, pretending he didn't hear anything. Kevin tried to get eye contact with Eli.

'Are you okay? You look a little tied up, at the moment.' Eli looked at Kevin and smiled gently.

'I-I'm fine. What about you? Getting better?' Kevin laughed like it was a joke.

'I've only been out of bed for half an hour. It's not like I have healing powers, right?' Eli chuckled and sat on the edge of the hospital bed next to Kevin's wheelchair.

He stroked Kevin's face and said, 'you do, to me' and pecked Kevin on the lips. Kevin looked at Eli, slightly surprised at what he just did. 'I'll always love you. Don't forget that, okay?' Eli said softly. Kevin beamed with happiness and nodded.

'Let's order pizza. I'm allowed to eat that, right? I haven't eaten in a while,' Kevin suggested cheerfully, grabbing his phone from the bedside table and calling Pizza Hut.

'Pizza for dinner it is,' Eli nodded with approval.

Without knowing it, both Kevin and Eli had fallen asleep after eating two whole pizzas. Kevin was cuddling up next to Eli who seemed to be Kevin's 'blanket' for the night. He felt warm in Eli's arms no matter how cold the weather was. Kevin didn't know why that was but he did realise that it wasn't warm when Kiseop used to hug him.

'Eli, are you awake?' Kevin mumbled with a hoarse voice as he slowly awakened. Eli wrapped his arms around Kevin and kissed his cheek.

'Now I am,' he chuckled. 'What's up? Can't sleep anymore?' Kevin's room was dark except for the corridor lights coming through the glass window of the door.

'I don't know. I think my brain thought it was day-time already since we probably slept quite early.' Eli and Kevin laughed quietly to themselves. 'Do you think the nurses mind you staying overnight? I don't think they allow visitors to stay past visiting hours.' Eli took a deep breath and ran his fingers through his hair.

'It's just one night, right?' Eli said sheepishly and planted another kiss on Kevin's cheek.

'I guess so. Let's get some sleep and stop kissing my cheek; I might get a pimple there.' Kevin giggled cheekily. Eli ruffled Kevin's hair and said, 'fine' and went back to sleep.

When Kevin woke up again, Eli wasn't next to him anymore. His room was filled with sunlight coming from the windows on the other side of the room. The room was back to being empty again. The azaleas on his bedside table were beginning to wilt, its petals starting to look brown and floppy.

I wonder who gave those to me. There wasn't a card by the flowers or anything the last time I checked.

Kevin sighed and yawned loudly. He reached into his pocket to check the time on his phone.

'11.30 already?!' he screamed. 'Wait, why do I need to worry? It's not like I need to go anywhere.' His phone began to vibrate in his hand. 'A message from Kiseop…' Kevin hesitated to look at the text message but it was too hard to resist the temptation. He unlocked his phone and read the message thoroughly.

"Look, sorry about yesterday. I was a little…moody. So how about this, to make up for yesterday let's go on a picnic~ The doctor said you've recovered enough to go outside for a bit so you don't have to worry about him getting angry. I'll come get you at around 12pm k? See ya soon~ ^O^"

Kevin thought about the time and realised it was nearly 12pm. He pondered for a while-maybe ten minutes-and decided he would quickly change into the set of clothes Kiseop must've left yesterday when he visited him.

'Kevin,' someone mused. Kevin wheeled himself out of the bathroom with a toothbrush stuck in a mouth and found Kiseop standing by the room door. He spotted Kevin but the first thing that caught his eye was the toothbrush. 'Why is it every time I see you in a bathroom or see you come out from one, there's always a toothbrush in your mouth?' Kiseop walked towards Kevin and yanked the brush out. Kevin squirmed and looked at Kiseop with a face that said, what the hell was that for? Kiseop ruffled Kevin's hair and pointed towards the bathroom. 'Go clean up. We're leaving soon, alright?'

'Where are we going Kiseop? Just tell me already,' Kevin whinged. Kiseop had blindfolded him just for the fun of it.

'Just a little longer. We're nearly there.' Kevin's wheelchair came to a stop. Kiseop untied the blindfold and rested his hands on Kevin's shoulders. Kevin gasped. His face lit up, amazed by the wonderful scenery. They were at a park, almost as big as an Olympic-sized swimming pool. The cherry blossom trees surrounding the park (almost like a fence) swayed with the wind, pink cherry blossoms floating around. Kiseop continued to push Kevin's wheelchair to the middle of the green field. There was no one around, only the two of them.

'T-this is beautiful, Kiseop,' Kevin stuttered as he finally managed to get some words out.

Kiseop said calmly, 'I used to come here when my mother was admitted to the hospital.' Kevin never knew what happened to Kiseop's mother because he never really wanted to share it with anyone.

'Will you tell me what happened? To you mother, I mean.' Kiseop stopped pushing the wheelchair and started to wander around the area then stopped. He turned to Kevin and looked down to the ground.

'She passed away 17 years ago from an illness she got after giving birth to me.' Kevin looked at Kiseop with a shocked expression.

'I'm so sor…'

'Shhhh,' Kiseop hushed. 'It's all in the past now, alright? You don't have to worry, Kevin.' Kiseop bent down in front of Kevin and gave him a reassuring smile. 'Also, I need to tell you something important. I've been wanting to say this for a while but I was too much of a chicken to tell you before.' Kiseop moved closer to Kevin. 'I love you,' he said then kissed Kevin passionately on the lips.

Year of the (G-) Dragon

Alright, today is the birthday of the one and only...G-DRAGON! Leader of Big Bang and Korean fashionista. That's G-dragon. Did I mention he's super hot? ;D

 

Such a cute dog right? Lawl nah, obviously G-Dragon's the blonde. So hot, right? XD Sorry, fangirl moment. Anyway, it's his birthday BUT. There's something more exciting than his birthday. Actually, two more things more exciting than this event.

First:

G-dragon's comeback is tomorrow~!!!! (well, in Australia at 11pm, that is.) 

 XIBGDRGNX.BLOGSPOT.COM

^That's the official countdown/timer G-dragon posted on his official twitter @ibgdrgn. ARE ALL YOU VIPs EXCITED?! I know I am :DDD Get ready 'cause G-D's gonna take you by storm! (not liteally...)

Last exciting thing:

I JUST SAW U-KISS' JAPANESE COMEBACK MUSIC VIDEO. It's called 'One of You' I think, so go check it out. GO GO GO! It's amazing~ All you Kiseop fans would be super happy 'cause Kiseop sings about a whole verse in the song and it sounds really good so pay attention if you're watching the video now. Oh, and all you Kevin fans out there (including myself), Kevin's vocals are really amazing in this because he hits the high notes a lot and it's very heavenly~ *_* The song is pretty good, to be honest. Reminds me of Boyfriend's Love Style for some reason (video-wise).

I'm pretty sure that's all I have to fangirl about. I might do a meaningful post next or more about beauty stuff/issues and if you want to request a post that falls under the category of Korean/Asian beauty then go ahead and share it with me. I don't mind requests~

And that's it. Bye for now~! <3

That's not the end. I was joking. Here's a "present" for G-Dragon even if he'll probably never see it...

Now it's goodbye. For real. XD

Happy Birthday to the Bunny

Today's Yeo Hoonmin's birthday! YAYAYAYAYAY~~! If you didn't know, Hoon's from the Korean band, U-KISS. He's the...3rd youngest I think? Hoon just turned 22 or 23 in Korean years and I'm really happy! I spent the whole day screaming "It's Hoon's birthday today!!!!" to my friends who didn't really like U-KISS...well that's gay (not homosexual, stupid-it's Australian slang, I guess).

 I drew a little something for Hoon (which I tweeted to him but not sure whether he's going to respond xD) and yeah, it's on my DeviantArt as well, as you can see on the picture...lol. Hope you like the picture and I'm going to post another painting in a couple of days so be patient if you want to take a look ;D